be mad...not at anyone, just at everyone for no reason at all, just hate the world and pretend like all your problems are don't exist
scream...at the top of your lungs and not care if everyone or no one hears you just scream to feel some sort of release in your life
cry...and cry and cry until you are so emotionally drained the next thing you want to do is sleep
run...away, far far away and pray that bills, work, and hardships will never be able to catch up
sleep...for days and for the first time in three years wake up and not be in pain
yell...at the doctors who say nothing is wrong with you, at the family members who can't begin to understand the pain you are in and all the people who say "you're too young to be in that much pain"...yea no shit.
spend...like you have millions of dollars
get in the car...and drive and drive and drive with no cares or responsibilities in the world
be lazy...and not feel like a big fat ass for doing it
dream...big fat crazy dreams with no limits and have the faith in yourself to achieve them
give up...cause honestly your too tired and sick of trying and just don't know how much more you can take
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